Monday, July 20, 2009

Adrenaline


This Saturday my youth group went to Wild Adventures in Valdosta. If you know me, you know I'm a coaster fanatic! But unlike me, some of our youth were a little scared. But they stepped up to the plate and faced their fears. There is nothing like the thrill of a coaster! Its pure ADRENALINE! On the boomerang I got scared lol. This was the second time we had rode it. Unlike the first time my harness was loose! Before I could say anything the metal machine began its accent to the sky. I was freaking out! I pictured my body flailing through the air when we hit the first loop. The only thing I could do was grab the bottom of the seat and scream! the ride consist of a steep drop, back flip, and a corkscrew. Then it goes repeats backwards! Luckily, the harness stayed on me. Hahaha. We also got to ride the new ride called "The Rattler". It was my favorite ride all day. Thankfully we had noone blow chunks. Hahaha. That night we got to hear Chris Tomlin, who is a very famous christian music singer. His songs were inspiring and uplifting. We rode all day

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Youth Week West




My experience @ Youth Week West, which was held at Mars Hill college, was amazing. God really showed me how things work out when you really on him. The speaker was Adrian Despres. He was AMAZING! His sermons were graphic, powerful, moving, convicting, and from God himself! One of my favorite sermons was the four chairs. The four chairs sermon tells you where you are spiritually. It's really easy to lie to yourself, but with this sermon there is no mistaking which chair you're in. The first Chair represents a Christian who is right with God. They're growing. The second chair is a hypocrite and is compared to vomit by God. The third chair represents someone who thinks they're a Christian but really are not. You know if your in the third chair because you're not convicted. The holy spirit isn't in you. The fourth chair is someone who is not saved period. This sermon successfully brought four of our youth to Christ. They all believed they were in the third chair. The drama team was amazing! Their skits were so real! The band was really good too. I definitely was at the throne of God many times throughout the week. The week was based on purity and how to love God and people. Many things were revealed to me about LOVE. The week went by fast. Our youth were unified and closer to each other. We all supported each other. To my surprise the cliques disappeared completely. We even started Cow Towing. It's a way to pray. You lay completely flat surrendering all to God. We also had the chance to pick produce in FIELDS OF HOPE. It was really cool to know that we were picking food that would feed hundreds of starving people. My best friend Lacey face planted in the field lol. Good times!

On Thursday we went to the "Looking Glass Waterfall". We even climbed up behind the falls. So the week was awesome, but it doesn't end there. On the way home we experienced white water rafting. It was the most thrilling thing I have ever taken part in. You find strength you never knew you had. We went through level 2 and 3 rapids. 6 is the highest. For about two hours we maneuvered around rocks and currents. No one got hurt, but Lacey did fall out of the raft on a level 3 rapid. It scared me to death! I thought she was going to die, but our guide quickly grabbed her and literally yanked her into the raft within ten seconds! She was okay, but a little embarrassed. We got to stop in a calm current and jump off of a very high rock. It was really thrilling! Thank you guys for all of your prayers. God and I have definitely drawn closer to each other. I'm so glad I went on this trip!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Happy Fourth!











The Fourth of July! Well me and my family enjoyed our fourth out by the pool. We had hamburgers and hot-dogs and had a great time. Had alot of laughs. Being with family is one of my favorite things to do and it's FREE. Hahahaha. Their awesome! I love you guys! Happy Fourth!

Friday, July 3, 2009

Through the lens











Photography is a new passion of mine. Photography can be fun, fulfilling, and very frustrating. It can be frustrating when you can't get the image you imagined. But that's the fun of it. A picture can look different than actually seeing it. And sometimes you can get an image you never imagined that's even better than your idea. I take my camera everywhere and take alot of pictures. You can take a hundred pics and only get one good shot, but that's okay. There are many things to consider like:lighting, zoom, contrast, black and white or color, and brightness. So if you want to give it a try, all you need is a camera and a good eye for a shot.

Youth On Mission Trip

Recently I attended a youth on mission Camp held @ Truett McConnell Collage. It being @ Trutt is a major coincidence, because it’s a possibility on my list of possible colleges. Anyway, I had an awesome time. Me and Pastor Brian (My youth Pastor) were the only two going. We went alone because I need exposure in missions since I plan to be a missionary in some way shape or form. Since it was just the two of us, we were paired with another group. Ironically we didn’t know who we would be partnered with until that very day. And if you know me you are aware that I’m a scheduled person. When I’m not on a schedule I freak out. But something I heard many times is that as Christians we are to be flexible. Sometimes God has different plans. So I definitely learned that a plan is good, but it’s better to be flexible. On the road of life there are twist, turns, stops, and many hills. As a born again Christian we are supposed to let God drive. Sometimes that can mean being completely out of your comfort zone. This trip was definitely out of my comfort zone! I’m usually used to my friends being there so I can fall back on them. This trip was something I never want to forget.
That Sunday was Homecoming. I sat in the social hall looking at people laughing and smiling. I wanted to be like them. I wanted to be a home person that stayed in their comfort zone. I was so nervous! The ride up there wasn’t that bad though. Pastor Brian knows how to make you feel better. But sometimes he can be too serious. We arrived at the college around six thirty. We were the last ones to arrive. We went to the cafeteria and grabbed something to eat. Well Pastor Brian ate. I didn’t eat anything. Anytime I’m away from home my appetite is shot. We went to the seven o’clock orientation and found out there were about five groups. There was also another group that was just two people too. We went to bed that night not knowing what or who we would be working with. The next morning we met New Harmony Baptist Church. We were doing a Bible school for kids that lived in Pardue trailer park. It was a little awkward at first, but I made friends fast.
My first friend was Jordan. She was the group's photographer. She was pretty good at making small talk and we hit it off pretty good. She was a junior.
While talking to Jordan I met Brandi and her daughter Ashley. Brandi would always pick at me. She made me laugh alot. I believe she was the reason I felt so welcome. She has what you would call a dry since of humor. She was very sarcastic lol.
My next friend was Jenna Stephens. She was also interested in missions. She was sweet and really funny. We became friends pretty quick. We both really enjoyed working with the kids. We even played tic tac toe with them and they loved it. They would jump and dance when they won. They were very good trash talkers. Hahaha
Tyler was the musician in the group. He played guitar. My first impression was that he was really cool. We were good friends the rest of the trip.
While we were at Bible school we got bored and started doing string tricks. Like Jacob’s ladder and the witch’s broom. Aren, a girl in the group got really frustrated with it. We became friends while I taught her how to do Jacob’s ladder. She was about thirteen and very energetic. She was pretty awesome.
After Bible school we went into Helen to wash windows. We laughed so hard at the looks we got from tourists. The whole idea is to get someone to ask what we’re doing. That becomes an opportunity to share the gospel. Something I’ll always remember is to wipe the window with a paper towel after you squeegee it. It prevents streaks. We washed windows for about two hours. If anything we got a farmer’s tan. Hahaha
We then went to a camp ground and sung two songs and performed skits. The skits were “Contagious” and “Sin Box”. These two skits were very cool and got the point across. Sin is contagious and hard to get away from once you’ve got into it. So that was the first day. Pretty great! Something that really stood out was the difference between my youth group and theirs. They were so sincere and serious. They do goof off occasionally, but they know when to be serious, unlike our youth group.
The second day we continued with Bible school, but instead of window washing we went tubing. It was so much fun! Me, Jenna, and Ashley connected and tried to maneuver around rock and into currents. We got stuck a few times and even lost Ashley’s tube Lol. But we didn’t have the worst of it. Brandi had her tube stolen by some old guy. She had to swim until she found another empty tube. We almost died laughing when she finally made it to the end. That night we went out to eat and walked around Helen. When we got back to Truett McConnell we had an assembly. The band was great and the message convicting. After that we went up to the very top hill where a cross is placed. That was some hike. Hahaha. We even had some other groups join us. We did what they call “Cow Tow”. It’s where you lay completely flat and pray. It may sound ridiculous, but it’s really humbling. We left that night and got home around three thirty.
Come to find out the next night they went up to the hill and did the same thing. This time four people got saved and they had seven rededications. Two of those dedications were Erin and Tyler. How bought that. Well I guess that’s it. I have a better idea what the mission field is like. Thanks for all of your prayers and support. God definately worked on this trip.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Highschool memories

As I rode the bus home a great sadness washed over me. I had finally got through my freshman year! Why wasn’t I happy? My question was quickly answered. I didn’t want to leave. I didn’t not want to see my friends everyday. Even the people I couldn’t wait to get away from I would miss. During the year I thought many times how great it would be to get out of school, but now I’m not so sure….. “I don’t want to forget anything”, I thought as I flipped through my year book. I wanted my freshman year to be engraved in my memory, but time will take its toile regardless. My memories will fade, the inside jokes won’t be funny anymore, and I will drift apart from some of my closest friends. The year went by so fast! I can remember thinking, “when will it get here?” But now that the time has come I don’t want to leave. The only thing keeping me from breaking down and crying is the fact that I have three more years. Three more years to see my friends, laugh at inside jokes, and cherish my time at Wilcox County High School. How long can I make it last?

Relying on God

You here the phrase, "Do what scares you the most". I always knew what that meant, but never experienced it. Recently I did. I won't go into detail, but in a few days I'm going somewhere that I will totally have to rely on God. The reason it's so scary is when you rely on God you're not in control, HE IS! As humans we want to do everything ourselves,. "If you want something done do it your self" - that explains it perfectly. WE THINK WE CAN ONLY RELY ON OURSELVES - BIG HUMAN FLAW. Well the truth is, we can rely on God. He will lead us through whatever storm, trial, bad relationship, struggle, and any other problem we face. The sooner we rely on him the sooner we can have a closer relationship with him.